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Name: michael
Birthday: 1/27/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: i like music, and guitar and God.....repeat those three over and over....good...you know me now
Favorites are in all caps....., ...and then i turned seven..., ...and you will know us by the trail of dead, .MONEEN., 12 stones, 3 doors down, 311, 38th Parellel, a perfect circle, a static lullaby, ACCEPTANCE, action action, adair, AFI, AFTER THE SIRENS, alainis morissette, alexisonfire, alien ant farm, allison krauss and the union station, alkaline trio, all my heroes, ambry, american hi-fi, ANADIVINE, anberlin, andy mckee, april eyes, ARMOR FOR SLEEP, ash, asleep for dreaming, at the drive-in, atreyu, audio adrenaline, audio send out, autopilot off, back after dawn, badly drawn boy, baumer, BAYSIDE, BEN FOLDS FIVE, ben kweller, better than ezra, billy joel, billy talent, black sabbath, bleach, bleed the dream, blindside, blink 182, BLOC PARTY, blur, bob marley, boston, bowling for soup, box car racer, boysetsfire, branches, BRAND NEW, BREAKING PANGEA, BRIGHT EYES, brodie, broken i
Occupation: Engineering
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  MylExitlStrategy
Member Since:
6/25/2005
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| so - many things have happened lately....or at least since my last post....if you really want to know or care or whatever...you can continue reading....i wish i could fill this space with thoughtful words and such that would awe everybody and make them change into something better than they already are....but ...yeah well.....
-teenstaff lock-in .....good time....i miss all you people i worked with...and the people i met....
-i'm getting a new car in a few days.....Subaru Legacy....pretty excited....
-i have a growth on my back...which after a few tests isn't soft tissue[cancer] or bone...but i still don't know what it is...i'm slightly scared and that's invigorating....seriously though, fear is a serious means of understanding ourselves....and it's actually a rather rare moment...
-i'm starting to get tired of guitar[but not music]...i reached a plateau....i'm not sure where to go from here....
-alot! of good music has come out lately....namely, Brand New, After the Sirens, the Format, MeWithoutYou, Kevin Devine.....go listen to music that makes you better....and then tell everybody else[including me] about it...music should be a way of transforming people....
-i'm making a video for Grains for Hope...we have a multi-ton shipment of rice to send to Mozambique and i'm really excited about it [if you want to know more, just ask]...
-i'm most likely heading to KSU next year to major in mass communications...i'm excited to be leaving sabetha....but not nearly as excited as i could be...
-i'm still single ....and happy.....[waiting for somebody i could actually see myself marrying]
-my youthgroup is on the fritz....[youthpastor left....students are leaving....and i'm not getting anything out of anything...]
-my parents are getting less restrictive now that i'm almost 18[give me a few weeks].....ie: i am allowed to go to a concert in spring and a concert in the summer[i'm either going to the brand new concert here soon, or the armor for sleep, tbs, and underoath concert......hmmm....decisions...]
-i got a camera for christmas.....and i'm excited to take a little foray into photography.....i like being on this side of the lens too...i don't know why, but i really hate getting pictures taken of me....
-i got another 30 on my ACT....i'm a little angry my parents made me take it again...
-my showchoir is having a variety show this weekend...i'm playing guitar for a girl to red right ankle by the decemberists, playing guitar with another guy as an instrumental [in keeping secrets of silent earth 3 by coheed and cambria], and i'm probably playing and singing 'i will follow you into the dark' by death cab....
everybody says high school goes by so fast....and we should grasp it and remember it and cherish it.....
i'm doing things i never thought i would[good and bad]....and i'm changing.....but nothings flying by....
when people think of high school, the only things they remember are the good times....you don't have pictures of yourself in the cop car the time you got pulled over and got a ticket or something.....by the time you get out of college, you've forgotten[within reason] all the bad things that happened to you while in high school.....so i think that everybody's perception is changed....buck the system? eff it...
-michael [sabetha]
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| so...xanga is probably dead....
lots of things are hurting right now....but that doesn't matter....
supposedly, time heals.......good luck everybody
our team is heading to state for cross country....so, i'm almost done
i'm trying to get into Berklee college in Boston - it's a music college
school is busy, homework is non-existent, and i can run at least 12 miles at once
i miss you all.....alot...more than i can say in words
know that i'm praying for you - for you to have a difficult life
because we can't learn from having things work out in our favor
take this advice, live by every word
love is just a hoax
so, forget everything that you ever heard
and live for the moment
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| so...it's been awhile.....summer 'fun' all around....my grandpa died a
few weeks ago...that's kinda made me decide to deal with issues,
instead of just suppressing them like i normally do....i think it may
be a good thing.....and i also think that this is just talk and i'm
never going to change.....i hope i don't need to change...i'm not real
sure who i am actually....and i especially don't know who i want to
be...and i got pulled over last night....great times...
-michael
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| so...last week of camp....i'm a bit depressed now, as i am unsure if i will ever return to Circle-C.
lots of things are going on...i'm off to colorado on wednesday.... i'm going to have some time to think, and that worries me. i never like the conclusions i make after i've thought for a while...but i have decisions to make ....unless you help...
when is it okay to settle, to cop out, to make due? is it okay to just be happy, or are you supposed to continually strive for joy? how do i want to spend the rest of my life, and who do i want to be the rest of my life? what am i going to do this school year to make a difference?
-michael
:edit: colorado is ridiculously boring
don't sleep through your dreams
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